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Surrey Bookshop

by Anastasia Chrome|4 min read|
"Independent bookshop owner Audrey has survived Amazon and chains. When author Nathan does a reading, she discovers his books aren't the only thing worth keeping."

The bookshop had been on Guildford High Street for sixty years. I'd owned it for thirty, watching chains rise and fall, watching online shopping nearly destroy everything, surviving through stubbornness and the kind of customers who understood that books weren't just content—they were objects, experiences, relationships.

"I'm looking for Audrey."

The man asking was his author photo brought to life—Nathan Marsh, literary novelist, the kind of writer whose books won prizes but didn't quite sell enough for comfort. I'd championed his work for a decade.

"You've found her. Thank you for agreeing to the reading."

"Thank you for stocking my books." He looked around with obvious appreciation. "This is what bookshops used to be. What they should be."

"This is what bookshops are, when someone fights for them."

The reading was sparsely attended—Nathan's reputation was critical rather than commercial—but the people who came were devoted. They asked intelligent questions; they bought hardbacks instead of waiting for paperbacks; they lingered after, reluctant to leave.

"That's rare," Nathan said when the shop finally emptied. "Readers who actually read."

"That's my job. Matching books to people who'll love them."

"You've certainly matched mine." He moved closer. "I've been watching your orders for years. You buy my books before reviews come out. You recommend them to customers personally."

"I believe in your work."

"Why?"

"Because it's true. Because it says things that matter in ways that last." I met his eyes. "Because reading you makes me feel less alone."

"That's the best thing anyone's ever said about my writing."

He kissed me in the back room, surrounded by boxes of books that would never make bestseller lists but would change lives anyway. His mouth was careful, questioning, exactly like his prose—building toward something through accumulation.

"Is this appropriate?" he asked.

"I'm sixty-two. You're fifty-eight. We're past appropriate." I pulled him closer. "Come upstairs. The flat has better wine."

The flat was books made living space—shelves on every wall, stacks on every surface, the evidence of a life spent reading. Nathan looked around like he'd found something sacred.

"This is paradise."

"This is my life."

"Same thing." He sat on my bed—which was surrounded by more books. "Audrey. I've done readings at hundreds of shops. I've never wanted to stay after."

"Then stay."

We made love among books, spines pressing into us from every direction. He touched me with narrative attention—building, developing, bringing chapters of pleasure to their proper conclusions.

"You're beautiful," he said.

"I'm a bookseller."

"You're a keeper of stories." He moved inside me with authorial rhythm. "The most beautiful thing there is."

We came together while my shop slept below, words surrounding us like witnesses. When I cried out, it was with the same voice I used to recommend books I loved—passionate, certain, determined to be heard.

"Stay," I said afterward.

"In Guildford?"

"In my story." I pulled him closer. "I've been reading alone for sixty years. I'd like company in the margins."

He sold his London flat. Started writing from the room above my shop, emerging for meals and conversations about books and the particular intimacy we'd built. His new novel is dedicated to "the bookseller who believed before anyone else."

"It's autobiographical," he admitted when I read it.

"It's love letter disguised as novel."

"They're the same thing, for writers."

The shop is still there. The flat is still full of books. And now there's an author living above, writing stories that I sell below, the whole enterprise sustained by the kind of attention that Amazon can't replicate.

That's what bookshops are for—not just transactions but relationships. With authors, with customers, with the words themselves. Nathan understood that; it's why I fell for his writing first, and then for him.

Some love stories are written in books. Ours is written in the shop that houses them—in careful recommendations, in spines that press against us while we sleep, in the quiet miracle of two people who found each other through words and discovered that the reading was just the beginning.

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